You think that I’m going out with that guy that I talk to on the phone for hours?
He is one of the most popular guys in school, I love him, but he just asked out one of my best friends.
You think I’m talking to all of my friends back home about happy things?
No. I’m talking to another of my best friend’s girlfriend.. He has been rushed to hospital for the 3rd time this week and is probably about to die.
You think that I’m not eating because I don’t want to?
I try. I almost throw up, I don’t see the point in eating till I throw it all back up, so I stop when I feel sick.
You think I try to stay awake all night?
I lie there for hours on end trying my hardest to sleep and as I get to sleep 3 hours after I start trying, I wake up within 2 hours of falling asleep.
You think that I’m purposely taking forever to do my homework?
Maybe I don’t understand it and nobody is willing to help me..
I know you’ll never read this.. But it needed to be said.
